[dreams]
I often have my laptop on a small table next to my bed and
leave the music running during the night. Well I had this really weird dream
the other night, of which i remember two distinct parts. in the first part,
this other guy and i are in front of an arbitrator or sorts arguing our cases.
So i’d be talking about whatever and every couple of minutes or so, this guy
would interrupt and keep saying the same thing about how he had some kind of
contract or something. I thought maybe it was all those legal classes from
Visible School coming back to haunt me, but I discovered the next day or so, it
was actually the chorus to Switchfoot’s song the loser.
apparently, that was the song that was playing while i was dreaming at that
moment.
the other part i remember was that i was in the green room for the TechTV show The ScreenSavers with Patrick from the show and a bunch of people that i apparently knew were famous for whatever reason. the main thing i remember was walking out on the set and i went to a back part where there was a kitchen (no, there is no kitchen on the set of The ScreenSavers) and was rinsing my mouth out at the sink while some guy was up near the front singing some Metallica song. I kept trying to spit into the sink, but i couldn’t really spit… i was just kinda drooling into it. That’s when i woke up as i realized i was spitting/drooling on my arm.
[birthdays]
so yesterday was my 21st birthday. aside from one friend
i called and a few people online, no one wished me happy birthday. not a
single family member, none of my friends, notta. i’m not really upset per
se… i didn’t do anything special - it was just another day. i just thought
it was interesting that not a soul called. hmph.
[phones]
i’ve got a friend who doesn’t like birthdays and whose cell
phone really sucks. well seeing as it is way past her birthday, i was going to
get her a new cell phone and call it an “annual, because you are my friend”
gift. well damnit, some other friends of her got her a cell phone… and she
was really excited about it….. and… well…. damnit. i’m not really sure
why i’m all that upset, though. i’m really glad she’s got a new phone cause
she’s sure needed one, and i’m sure it was something special coming from who it
did. i guess it’s just that the only reason i hadn’t been able to get one yet
is b/c i was waiting for the final check from a client. well the only reason i
hadn’t gotten the check yet was b/c i was being lazy and hadn’t finished up the
project… so it’s really my own damn fault. i guess that’s why i’m upset.
i’m gonna try and write in here more often. i think it keeps me out of trouble. if anyone actually reads this, then get on my case if i don’t update at least 2-3 times a week or so. thanks.